I was thinking a bit about my conversation with the psychic the other day, and I really get the feeling (because I have psychic feelings too, right?) that she wasn't seeing very far into my future. I mean, other than the fact she said I was going to have a son with brown hair and brown eyes sometime in my lifetime, I think she pretty much only got a sense for how things would be no more than a year from now.
Like, with the "where should we live" thing, I think she sensed Florida because that is where we will be moving when Vern does his chiro training there. And with my "life's purpose thing", I think she pretty much just sensed things that I am doing now.
So, she did a good job at reading where I am at now, but I didn't really feel like I got a lot of information about the future. And I'm not entirely sure what I was hoping to get from the session in the first place. I am certainly all about making our own choices and own decisions (and I know I don't need a psychic to do so)... but I just felt like we needed a little guidance, especially with the location thing.
I'm going to stop thinking about that now though, and just let things evolve as they will. Seriously, people, I have been thinking about this for YEARS (just ask my friends, they are sick of it, I'm sure). Where should we live? What kind of community should we live in? What size? What part of the country? Blah, blah, blah, blah, blah. Enough already. This move is over a year away, and I don't need to be a horse chomping to get out of the gates or feel like I'm behind (her words, again, reflecting what I am feeling now), because I'm not behind. Life will work itself out, as it always does. Life has never NOT worked itself out... not once... ever.
And I will still be just Allison, Goofy Mama, sitting in a chair, drinking a cup of tea... no matter where I am.
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I hate that "behind" feeling. I have to remind myself that I'm exactly where I'm supposed to be and live in the now. Regardless of where you are in a year, it will unfold itself to you when the time is right. :)
Why do you have to move when Vern finishes?
I have the same questions as Jen R.
Matt finishes his graduate studies next spring as well. I have no freaking clue where we will be moving to. Basically, wherever he gets a good job. I am hoping that he gets a job around here... but I have no idea. I'm just going to let things unfold as they will... knowing that they WILL work out and we WILL end up where we are supposed to be :)
I love tea. And I love drinking tea with you.
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